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　　“说是打了大胜仗，说是取得有史以来最大的胜利，为什么出击的九十八架直升机只回来二十一架？为什么连阵亡飞行员的名字都不准提？难道封锁会让真相隐藏么？我受够了谎言，我受够了无休无止的吹捧，只有战线上的士兵才知道什么情况，只有我们这些人才知道损失有多大，我们会输么？”
　　
　　“啪……。”高峰狠狠地合上日记本，心中全是对刘志军的愤怒，他认为刘志军是懦夫，这些话是对前线士兵的亵渎，没有人比他更了解前线是什么样子，所有步兵都生活在水生火热之中，没有休息，没有食物，没有安全的藏身之地，甚至没有可以安静睡上一觉的地方，今天的好友就是明天的尸体，明天的援兵是后天的炮灰。
　　
　　高峰骨子里都是战士的血勇，他比任何人都知道，一个战士任何可以失去身体，可以失去肢体甚至一切，唯独不能失去的是信心，因为沮丧会传染，一旦发现不对劲儿，就要赶紧调整，不然会害了整整一个连队的战友，他亲手处决的士兵就不下五个，全都是精神崩溃，导致神经失常的。
　　
　　高峰眼神恍惚地陷入前世的回忆中，以前他是主动寻找这些回忆，现在他可以的回避，只因为他知道，再怎么样也不可能回到以前，他不容自己陷入失去目标的颓废。
　　
　　好一会儿，高峰觉得自己调整过来，才再次打开日记本，翻到他之前看到地方再次看下去，这次看的更加粗略，所有关于刘志军心情的东西全都不看，他怕自己气的将日记本撕了。
　　
　　当他的目光盯着一行字迹，再次陷入前世的回忆之中。
　　
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